Monday, May 3, 2010


It has been 2 weeks since I've resign from my last Job. It has been a tough time getting over it. But i can proudly tell you that I've get over it and moving life there is always ups and downs. It is ok to express your sadness or the unsatisfactions. Cause there is nothing is fair or correct....somethings does not go your ways does not means it is the end of the world. You may feel like it is the end but most important is to stand up from where you have fall and start from where you have fall. An attitude of a person is important to reflact the life we want to live.

What is the point of getting sad and depress.... This make your life misarable!!!! Live it to the fullnest enjoy every moment of it. For the last 2 weeks i've been enjoying it to the fulness. I manage to catch up with friend thats i've not meet for 8 years. I've been living life like i own it to myself. I've been doing some shopping which i've not done for months. I've been going to cafe to online and do some reading.... I've also attended dozen of interviews.

Which line of work i want to be in? This is now what i need to consider to get into the job i want to be in next. Media and Entertainment? Back to education? Advertising and Promotion? many more.....God has been so bleesing that so many offer till dont know where to head..... Who say God is not there?? He is always there for me and you.... Failure does not means he dont LOVE... It is for me to Learn!!!!!

Failure doesnot means I'm a Failure;
It does means I have not yet succeeded.
Failure does not means I have accomplished nothing;
It does means I have learned something.
Failure does not means I have been a fool;
It does means I had enough faith to experiment.
Failure does not mean I've been disgraced;
It does mean I dared to try.
Failure does not mean I don't have it;
It does mean I have to do something in a different way.
Failure does not mean I am inferior;
It does mean I am not perfect.
Failure does not mean I've wasted my time;
It does mean I have an excuse to start over.
Failure does not means I should give up;
It does means I must try harder.
Failure does not means I'll never make it;
It does mean I need more patience.
Failure does not mean You have abandoned me;
It does mean You must have a better idea.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Santa 24/7 working!!!!

It has been some time when i last blog.... Many things has been happening in my life... There is up and down... and this has been a good experience and a learning ground for me!!! Have start working since 1 and the half year back. Working life is never fun, i though I've meet a lot of different kind of people in uni wait till you come into the work world. They can be so much worse then back in uni. People in the working world are mean and they are always for their own good. There is no such things as wait I'll think what is best for you.. All they know is Me, Myself and I. You can no longer be naif in this World....

Every since I've been in here I've learn so much to only trust on me. Trust others will lead you to hell faster. the next thing you know they put you in big trouble. People will always put the blame on you even though you did nothing wrong. They will protect them self and don't bother about you live or death. This is how cruel this world can be. All you have in the battle is only you.

It is easier to get frustrated and sick of all of it!!!! Why can human turn out to be so evil, where is the moral that parents teach you since young? Why they want to make life so complicated when it can just be so simple? Why can they just leave the innocent alone? Why can they just mind their own business?

This is because Santa is doing it work well....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Horrible Experience~~~

18th April 2009 a day on where i will not fly on Firefly Airline the so call Community Airline. I think they should call the Con and Rude Airline.

2 months back, when i get to know that Firefly got a new route to fly Subang Airport to Kuantan i was so excited and was looking forward to use the airline more often. It wasn't a wise choice after today. I book an air ticket back to Kuantan on this new route and was my 1st time with this airline. All this while i have no trust in Budgeted airline and i thought may be this will be different and should just give them a chance. I did by making my 1st move and book it.

I have never meet a airline who has a duty manager who is so rude. Fxxk that person. I bought a flight which suppose to take off subang at 7.55pm. few days back i got a msg saying that my flight has been cancel and change to 9.55. immediately i thought it was delay by 2 hrs.

Today which i has been looking forward to go back home with Firefly after so long never go back. When i reach the airport i was told the counter was close and there is no more flight. Feeling curious i went to the Customer Office. There i was told i'll be attend by a officer in 10min. OK that fair. But after waiting for nearly 20 mins, the person still haven turn up. As i am and very impatient person i request to see the person immediately. I was again told his on the way. after 10 min of waiting he did not show up, so i left the office with full of anger and was follow by 1 of the staff who try to stop me from leaving.

When the Duty Manager came. 1st thing he did not appologise, He ask me what time was my flight. I told him it was suppose to be 7.55 and was change to 9.55. Immediately he told me that there is not such flight at that time. I felt so cheated and ask him but i bought the flight ticket online and was told that the flight has been cancel and changed. He did not bother to explaine and say i've made a mistake.

With Anger i walk away, same as him. Then feeling being cheated i went to starbuck and start online to get my itienary send by firefly to me by mail. then after that i went back to the "manager" i show him the itineary and he still say that i've make a mistake then he twise and turn around. Me being very angry, I was talking to him in a very high voice. He shouted back at me.

I was very angry and i walk out of that place.

He make a very huge mistake.
1. I'm his customer and he use a very rude way to talk to me.
2.He say there is no evening flight as i booked.
3.He shouted at me.

I'm going to make sure i'll lodge a complaint and He is going to loose his job. If not i'm going to make sure This will be on the main news!!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I'm Back

Hey people sorry for not blogging for a very long time..... Many people wondering where is this Vivien? Still alive? Missing in Action only!! I've been working back in Malaysia for 5 months. I've super busy with work. Can say less rest and working most of the time till friend around me say I'm workaholic. No choice le with the work load given. There is up and down in my work live but so far I'm very bless and still surviving. I've got increment twice and i count that as a blessing as i only work for a very short period. God has been taking good care of me and glad of all the blessing he has for me. I know more blessing is flowing and his love for me is eternity. I've not been able to attend church or any other activity in church as the resposibility given in work but i'm trying my best to balance up my working, sosial and church. Give me some time I'll be back on track. No worries!!!! Thats for all the concern from friends around. Just want you all to know i'm doing well. I'll keep you all update as often as i can. Miss me can always leave me a msg and i'll reply as soon as i have the time. Thats all for this time round.

Friday, February 13, 2009


Since the last time i post on my blog....I've been trying my best to live a life of only me and not bothering what people try to say. But sadly to say i fail. Why is life so difficult to live? Is it just me facing this problem? I start to lost trust in people. Every time i face problem i don't know where to go. I go to God but there is no respond. Is it me that can't hear him? Why other people can live life like nothing obstructing them. Is God still there for me?

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


Why there is political problem in office or where ever there is human??? Why can people just live other people alone? I hate this problem and it has been repeating in my life. It happen in studying life, working life and social life. What is the problem with HUMAN??? I did not do anything wrong. I just want to live a simple life. Get a job and earn enough money to get my own house, car and travel once in a while.

I face the stupid human politic when in my previous job and i had a hard time over come it. I was hoping the same thing will not happen or i will be stronger in facing this problem. I still can't, i'm still very weak in handling this problem. Today i get to know that there is someone in work place back stab me in front of my boss. At the very moment i feel that there is no body i can trust in this world. I've learn to put my trust in people but now i start to losing them. People that i see everyday, talk, laugh and work with.

I've learn to be a person who only trust myself and be selfish. No point helping others and end up get hurt badly. Unless someone get to convince me if not I'm going to keep to this principal.

Monday, January 12, 2009

The start of 2009!!!

Happy Near Year!!!! Hahahaha.... I'm a bit slow!!! So fast, is already half a month gone. I was in kuching for the 1st weekend of the year. Have a great time there. Get to spend some quality time with Cindy, Darrel, Melvin, Derek and Kiew. They really feed me a lot of food. Don't have time to digest, the next thing i know it is time for the next meal. Get to relax and have fun. Was a good start for the year. This will be a greater year for me. This year I'll be buying my 1st house. I'm also planning to travel to a few places. To fulfill both this wishes i need to work very hard to earn a lot of money!!!! If can i will be going back to Perth end of the year, I miss everyone back there!!!Nothing much go on with me, at the moment my life is work, work nothing but work!!!! I'll keep you all update. I hope there is something interesting that i come share but at the moment my life is quite boring for some of you!!!