After a week in Melbourne

I've been in Melbourne for a week. I've been having a great time here, although i miss everyone and everything back in Perth but i have to carry on and have all the fun that i can here in Melbourne. I've been shopping a lot in Melbourne but no worries never spend any money is all window shopping. On Sunday, after church went lunch with Micheal's cell people. They are nice people but the topic they discuss is quite boring. The service is more conservative and traditional. It make me think back of my home church in Kuantan.

After lunch i came back home and do ondeh-ondeh for night dinner party. Me, Shaun and Leanne was enjoying our self making it. Aunty Molly cook Laksa Terengganu and Curry. We have cake made by Monica, Strawberry and Choc by Leanne, O Cu Bi by Hong and Ondeh Ondeh by Me and Shaun.Ended up we have more desert compare to main course. The night was fun and i enjoy myself to the max. We eat and at the same time talk all the night. Just imagine all the loud people come together.LOL!!! Hong's BF a bit not use to it as the way we talk is like shouting and quarreling. We 'talk' and laugh all night long. Have not have such a great time for a very long time. We also plan on more activity for the week. We plan to go to Melbourne Royal Show this friday and saturday we will have lunch and watch AFL Final. Although i'm not a big fan to it but will still watch with them.

Today the weather make me feel very moody. It has been raining the whole day. I never like raining day so i never go anywhere because of the wet weather. Tonight after dinner i'll go over to Aunty Lily's place and stay over tonight. Tomorrow i'll to the City and again go shopping!!!

Mix feeling!!!!

Yesterday is my last day in Perth. That very morning, i got a very sad feeling when i wake up...I'm sad because I'm leaving my comfort zone and going to Melbourne. I went to church service and that may be my last time praise and worship there. I'm so sure i will miss that place. After service went last Sunday lunch with my cell member. After lunch the feeling get worse. Didn't show it out and i was very sad at the moment. After going back home, do my final packing and a few friends came over. I'm glad they came over as i don't feel lonely at that time. Then we send the girl for their dance practice and at the same time get to meet a few more people at Choir practise before i go to the airport. I never like to go to airport as i always felt the loneliness in airport. There is a few person that came to send me off. I'm glad they came. After checking in and while waiting for boarding the flight the mix feeling is there. I felt sad and at the same time excited.

In the flight i was sitting alone. I got both seat to myself. I watch a few episode of TVB drama. The time pass so fast on flight. The next thing i know I've arrived Melbourne. After landing i give Aunty Molly a call and they were on their way to the airport to pick me. So i took my own sweet walk to the bag pick up area. After taken my bag, Aunty Molly haven arrive. So i took a seat and a corner and see people leaving the airport. The next thing i know there is no body left there, but not long after that Aunty Molly arrived.

The journey back to Aunty Molly's villa is about 40 min. It was very late for them, can feel they are very tired. Right after arrived they show me my room and they went to bed. I was enjoying the double bed and at the same time make a few calls back to Perth to inform my arrival. After that i went to bed.

This morning i wake up early, has breakfast then the journey to Lake Mt. It is about 2 Hrs drive there. When arrive there the weather was quite bad. It was raining the whole way. When we arrive at the mountain it was falling snow and is quite heavy but very nice!!! I enjoy myself there and took a lot of picture as well. On the way back we stop by a winery and the scenery was great.

Challenging Week

This week was and will be the most busy and precious time I'm going to spend in Perth. This will be my very last week for the moment. I don't know if this will be the end of my chapter in Perth or will God still want me to come back here in the future. I really like the life here and want to spend more here, but I'm so uncertain at the moment. I've been praying over it for so long. Have God show me the way or am i not able to hear from HIM. Decision making is the worse part of my life, never like making it and will try to avoid it as long as i can.

But that not the main part that i want to talk about. This week other then meet up with as many friends as i can, i need to do my medical. On Tuesday, i went to do my medical as my appointment. This is my second appointment. On my first appointment i took my x-ray and urine test. At that time, my urine test did not pass. Then i was told that i need to do my urine test again at my second appointment which is on Tuesday. Doing the medical is already like a challenging thing to me as all my friend only do their x-ray and I'm the only person need to do medical and x-ray. At that point I'm asking God why I'm the extra ordinary one. Is there any message that you try to reach me. I'm already quite tight financial, as the money i earn is just enough for me to spend when I'm in Melbourne and all my parent's expenses when they come over.

Oh ya got drift to far....on Tuesday for my second appointment i did my urine test again. As what i guess it fail again for the second time. At this point of time, I'm felt like I'm going to be deported back to Malaysia. Fear start coming into my life, more money need to spend and not sure what happen to me that i fail 2 of my urine test. My bridging visa expiring soon,my medical still not pass yet. The doctor give me a reference letter and ask me to see another GP. I follow as what was told. Went and see the other GP. Then the GP refer me to take another sample of my urine and this time blood test(More money need to spend). This test must be taken the first thing in the morning the next day. As was ask, i go and take the test. My result is not out yet and I'm still waiting.........

At this point God test my faith on Him again. He test me in this area again and again and some time I've to ask myself am i not faithful to HIM or God just want to test me???Did i not take good care to my body?? What have i done wrong in my life that i always got negative things happen to me??? It has happen to me few year back that make me suffer physically and life threatening...Am i going through it again??? I don't want all this to happen to me, i just want to live a life like a healthy person.

There is nothing much i can do now. The only thing that i can do is put all my trust in the Lord and he will do the rest. Continue to be faithful to HIM... Everything happen for a reason....