Disappointment

Since the last time i post on my blog....I've been trying my best to live a life of only me and not bothering what people try to say. But sadly to say i fail. Why is life so difficult to live? Is it just me facing this problem? I start to lost trust in people. Every time i face problem i don't know where to go. I go to God but there is no respond. Is it me that can't hear him? Why other people can live life like nothing obstructing them. Is God still there for me?