Disappointment

Since the last time i post on my blog....I've been trying my best to live a life of only me and not bothering what people try to say. But sadly to say i fail. Why is life so difficult to live? Is it just me facing this problem? I start to lost trust in people. Every time i face problem i don't know where to go. I go to God but there is no respond. Is it me that can't hear him? Why other people can live life like nothing obstructing them. Is God still there for me?

Human

Why there is political problem in office or where ever there is human??? Why can people just live other people alone? I hate this problem and it has been repeating in my life. It happen in studying life, working life and social life. What is the problem with HUMAN??? I did not do anything wrong. I just want to live a simple life. Get a job and earn enough money to get my own house, car and travel once in a while.

I face the stupid human politic when in my previous job and i had a hard time over come it. I was hoping the same thing will not happen or i will be stronger in facing this problem. I still can't, i'm still very weak in handling this problem. Today i get to know that there is someone in work place back stab me in front of my boss. At the very moment i feel that there is no body i can trust in this world. I've learn to put my trust in people but now i start to losing them. People that i see everyday, talk, laugh and work with.

I've learn to be a person who only trust myself and be selfish. No point helping others and end up get hurt badly. Unless someone get to convince me if not I'm going to keep to this principal.

The start of 2009!!!

Happy Near Year!!!! Hahahaha.... I'm a bit slow!!! So fast, is already half a month gone. I was in kuching for the 1st weekend of the year. Have a great time there. Get to spend some quality time with Cindy, Darrel, Melvin, Derek and Kiew. They really feed me a lot of food. Don't have time to digest, the next thing i know it is time for the next meal. Get to relax and have fun. Was a good start for the year. This will be a greater year for me. This year I'll be buying my 1st house. I'm also planning to travel to a few places. To fulfill both this wishes i need to work very hard to earn a lot of money!!!! If can i will be going back to Perth end of the year, I miss everyone back there!!!Nothing much go on with me, at the moment my life is work, work nothing but work!!!! I'll keep you all update. I hope there is something interesting that i come share but at the moment my life is quite boring for some of you!!!

Tiring Life...

Working life is never fun...Although i could learn a lot of new things and can be fun at time but the worse thing is tiring!!!!!! After back in Malaysia for a month, I've no choice but to start working. If not I've to eat grass for living. Just Joking. Last week i've work 7 days. This week i'm stuck again with work and have to choice and work 7 days again. What kind of job is this!!!!!!!! I've to go up to Penang with my team this week. It will be challenging and TIRING. 8 Days to Christmas. I can;t wait for it to arrive cause by then i can catch up with my beauty sleep and my lovely friends. I've been scolded that ever since i come back from Australia I haven spend much time hanging out with friends. I've been keeping myself at home enjoying the great and lovely time by myself. Mom making noise that I stay home too much. She say i should go out. I just love spending time at home. There is so many things we can do at home. Ya i have to go out of the house and spend some time with my friends. LOL!!! Anyway working life is tiring. I WANT TO GO BACK TO STUDY LIFE!!! People who are still studying, pls enjoy it!!!!

The power of wisdom tooth

I was suppose to start work on the 1st December 2008 which is tomorrow but unfortunately i can't. I was told to report next week. I'm suffering the pain of before and after effect of wisdom tooth. I extracted 1 about 2 weeks ago and suffer for almost 1 week then i decided if there is no pain cause by the others wisdom tooth then i won't bother about it.

Who on earth will know 3 days after making the decision, my wisdom tooth give me a warning sign. I had a tooth ache, the pain was terrible till i could not open my mouth. So out of no choice i have to go to the doctor and have a minor operation to get rid of that wisdom tooth of mine on Friday. Don't ever think after getting it away will let you release your suffering. The effect of getting rid of it is, i have a swollen face, not only that the pain is still there and i got fever!!!!!! I did not get a good sleep before and after the wisdom tooth being extract. Thanks God I got a week to rest before i start work!!!!

Back home

It has been a long time since i last update my blog. Finally I'm now back in Malaysia. It has been a week back in Kuantan. Nothing much i can do back here. Just relaxing and enjoying life before i start joining the working community in Malaysia. I miss Perth so much. I never expect I'll miss there so much. Nothing much has change back in Kuantan other then there is a few new housing development and there is a new mall. I spend most of my time at home. Haven got the chance to go to the beach although the beach is only like 10 min drive from my house. Yesterday i went to the hospital to get my wisdom tooth extract. My face now is so swollen. i wont take picture to show so don't ask me to do so!!! I'll be having another 1 in 2 weeks time. I hope that day never come. So pain!!!!!

For the last few days, I've been going through the pictures taken when my parent was in Australia. we took a lot of pictures. I'll update my facebook and post the pictures as soon as i can. Being back home make me lazy. I've been catching up a lot with my lovely sleep and also drama. I need to do all this before i start work. I really have no idea how should i continue but i think this is enough for the update at this point of time.

All the best in your final exam!!!!

Miss You!!

Can't wait for time to pass faster and then pause...

Another week, another week, yeah yeah my parent coming......I've been looking forward for this for so long. I've been planning for their arrival since the beginning of the year. Imagine me buying ticket in February and finding for accommodation for them since then. Who on earth will plan things almost 6 months ahead. Only me!!! Time pass fast as i wanted to, but i also hope there will be a pause when my parent is here and me spending remaining time in Australia.

I'll be going to Gold Coast to meet them up spend a few days there then we going to Tasmania. Spend another few days there. Come back to Melbourne. Travel a bit in Melbourne then I'm off back to Perth. After Convocation I'll have to say good bye to Australia. I'm entering in the new phase of my life. A life that i want to avoid that's WORKING LIFE... Anne, Ying Sim and Khing Zu are graduating in October as well. They are my Kuantan's buddies. Congratulation to all 3. We use to have a lot of plans we want to do after graduate high school but until now still haven succeed. People i still waiting. KZ faster get your passport done. You slow..... Worse then snail!!!

My dear friend Ying Yi is also joining me back in Malaysia. She is coming back from the state and we will be working in Malaysia. She is also from Kuantan. We both studied in KL then she come to Australia. I was suppost to come but financially not premitted then when i finally coming to Australia she going back to Malaysia. Fine, the next thing she tell me she going to the state. But i'm glad she coming back. I can wait to meet up with all of them. Have so many good memories....

It will be nice if time could just pause at fun and happy moments and pass faster when we going through stuggling or sad moments. But this never happen. It is always the other way round. Time seem to pass so fast when we are having great time. Time pass terribly slow when we not happy.......

I'm looking forward for everything coming ahead..............................